Friday is a BIG day!!!

Alyson Nichole is turning 3!!! Im sooo excited and for so many different reasons. She is just growing so fast and is turning into a smart, beautiful, animated, and VERY vocal little girl. She informed me today that since she was turning 3 yrs old that she is a lady now and can make the rules. Where she got that I can only guess! She makes me so very proud everyday and at the same time we are hitting the terrible 3's with a vengence. I am so scared to do this all over again with another one but I know that it is all worth it in the end. To see her get excited when the sun is shining and she knows that outside is her destination and we get to stay out in it allllllll day... and I mean she wants to stay out in it NO MATTER WHAT, its just priceless and I love it. I love to hear her tell me that she loves me and that she wants to sing our song( Come, now is the time to worship... veggietales style). I love every bit of being a mom, and even though there are times it gets extremely tough... I wouldnt change a moment of me and ally's time or memories!

Other big news.... So friday is the day that we go to the "doctor" lol... Dave is SUPER excited lol... and I just can't stop laughing because I know that he is just blushing right now as he hears me typing this! lol.... We are going to go to Bartellsville to Dr. Peaster's ofc to get "tested" to see what we need to do next to have a baby. If we have to have help getting pregnant its going to be a while due to the financial aspects but we just want to know what we have to look forward to. Its been a struggle already with everything that we have been trying to do and listening to everyone tell us that nothing is wrong or that we should have been checked a long time ago. We just weren't ready. Our FAITH in GOD is stronger than ever and that is what we are leaning on right now. That and a few friends that have been here and are helping us (me more than dave) deal with every possibility that they may give us. Dave is just sooooo strong for me and our family all the time and to actually see him nervous normally doubles my stress but it is actually the opposite this time. I am being strong for him and pulling this strength from God and deep down in my soul. I really don't know where I am getting it but Im glad its here. I know that everything that we have laid at God's feet has been taken care of in one way or another and I know that this will too. God has a plan and it's in motion!

I know that no one really reads this but i just want to say thanks to those who do and that I hope that you enjoy reading about our fun lil country life... lol

God Bless

Gina